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Crickets...

And here we are, 3:25 a.m. and the canvas is blank. The same as it was yesterday and the days before. As I sit here in my studio, reference materials a plenty with ideas pouring out of my ears...I simply cannot make contact with the canvas. Now, don't get me wrong, I am drawing out plenty of ideas and references for my upcoming project, but I just can't commit to that first stroke of paint. WHY?!?!?! These are the ideas that keep me up at night! The reason I'm absolutely sure why my brain is just not wired the same way as everyone else. If I can't release this pent-up energy so that I may finally get some sleep, what will become of me?! FUCK! Until tomorrow, when I have this same dialogue with myself....my perpetual "groundhogs’ day" yet, mine is so lonely.


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